I've never written my own blog but I think it will be a good outlet for my frustration and I honestly dont care if anyone reads this. This blog is for me and if I piss anyone off thats not my intention but dont come after me about it.
Today I got told not to come into work. For anyone who doesn't know already, I hate my job so I don't particularly mind. Dont get me wrong, its not the kids or what I do with them everyday, but rather the horrible people I work with. I believe they are the biggest cause of my stress and frustration, and you will probably be hearing plenty more about work down the road.
My friendships are another chapter of my life that i'm unsure about it. I dont have many friends these days and the ones I do have I question a lot. The one girl I thought would always be there stabbed me in the back...so, i have a lot of trust issues when it comes to friends.
The best thing in my life is my Marty. He is my best friend, my lover, and my sanity. When I'm having my horrible days, he always makes it better. Lately we've been talking about getting married and spending our lives together forever.Every other day were talking about the kids we will eventually be having. Unfortunately we're not engaged but things are going that way and that really excites me and has me hopeful. Keeps me going.
Well doesn't really tell you too much but I'm sure I will be writing more in the next few weeks.
